Monday, November 02, 2009
Recently, I finally felt the fulfillment I've been longing for quite some time. It's not back-to-back events that makes my life breathlessly packed. I get to do things that I'm happy to be involved in, and still execute them in my own pace. In addition, it seems that I've learnt how to make better use of my ample free time.After a horrible sleep on Saturday, I slept really early yesterday night (and by that, I mean 10pm. Judge me all you want.), which result in waking up at 8am this morning feeling all so healthy. Spent time with mum for breakfast, grocery shopping and stuff in the morning, some time online, and out to town in the afternoon. Was pouring heavily, but I enjoyed myself. Browsing through the malls like how I would, snacking as I go like I would, it's some quality self-time spent. Home at night, and straight to dinner with mum in the chilling weather.
Now, it's not the most luxurious lifestyle as you might have pieced out, but it's such a simple and effortless day that not many people can demand for these days.
(I'm starting to miss my dearests again...)
Bingboompia at 9:28 PM
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
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Wednesday, August 05, 2009
There's no one at the end waitingI'm not ready to speak
nor is there anyone out there willing to listen
It's not that simple anymore
What I want doesn't matter anymore
What I need doesn't matter anymore
it's the drug talking, it's the drug leading
Slowly depleting what's left of me
those of my treasures
what I would smile whenever they're on my mind
those of my treasures,
vanishing in front of me
Where are you?
There's no more time to hide,
no more time for games
Please, show yourself.
Please, save myself...
Bingboompia at 1:31 AM
Friday, June 12, 2009
Bingboompia at 1:43 AM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Are you happy?Just like how a pack of banana chips that looked so good and promising with the stamp "Product of Thailand", but only to realise it's as tasteless as a gum over-chewed. And you know you have to at least finish 3/4 of the pack in order for it to fit into the container (which you will never touch again till it turns bad after a few months before you have an excuse to chuck it off your sight).
I wouldn't say I'm like a depressed, fucked-up chipmunk crying in the corner of my brother's humid bedroom because I'm lucky enough to always be surrounded by really positive and caring people.
Cozy Sunday... Have a good coming week people :)
Bingboompia at 12:25 PM
Friday, June 05, 2009
God, I'm SO SLOW!My beautiful Sear Sear @ some Australian beach:
From Xiang xiang's blog. We miss you Sear Sear! And hope you don't mind I post your pictures here! :D
Bingboompia at 6:40 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Some things just came in a flash. All unprepared, you’re inundated by all these unforeseen personal emotions that makes you freeze in astonishment. It’s not what I’m feeling now is anything foreign; it’s how this unanticipated new reaction to the already existing cycle of occurring events that’s inadaptable.
Handing both hands to fascination might be an ease, but when guilt has a rigid stand in the mind battle-place, it’s almost mentally suicidal.
How could this have happened, and how did I ever place myself in such a position? Everything started from, and revolves in one place, and that’s me. Just get it over with before it even starts approaching other bubbles.
Bingboompia at 3:25 AM